I'm 19, in my second year of college, and I just feel so empty inside. I changed schools after my freshman year, am a lot closer to home with more friends, and I just feel like I cant talk to anyone. My roommates have pulled a few pranks on me, stuff that I probably shouldnt care about but I've gotten really pissed off each time. For all the shit I've done for them you'd think they wouldnt just be a-holes for no reason. Tonight my roomate told me to "lighten up and laugh", its funny thinking how much hed laugh if I spray painted a bunch of shit on his door then was an a-hole about repainting it. Beyond that I just feel like I have no friends and cant relate to anyone. At my former college, I didnt really know anyone and just wasnt able to make any friends at all. I'd like to think I tried my best to succeed(make friends, meet girls, etc) but I guess I just came off wrong. I dont want to come off as a jerk who only cares about myself, I think I've made some damn sacrifices over the past few weeks to help my so called friends out and all I've got is a thanks and they never help me out when I need it. I've just really been thinking about taking my life, one of the major reasons I've held off is the love I have for my parents and all they've done for me. I know I sound like the opposite of a typical 19 year old but I'm an only child whos had a great relationship with his parents his whole life. If nothing else, I appreciate the opportunity to air my problems out.