So my mom knows I self harm, but she doesn't do anything about it. And that's what really bothering me. She just tells me "You're stupid if you injure yourself. Don't blame me for anything! It's all your own fault." It makes me so mad. It only provokes me to do it more! Ugh! I sometimes cut, but I usually dig my nails into my skin because I don't always have a knife ready. I want to stop, I just don't have any other way to channel my anger. I really hate my family. My stepdad is so closed minded and whenever my half sister (his daughter) and I get in a fight, he ALWAYS takes her side. And also, if I'm with her and she's crying, I get yelled at and punished WITHOUT HIM EVEN KNOWING WHAT THE FUCK THE SITUATION IS. And he doesn't even let me explain to him because he thinks he knows everything. His laugh is the most annoying thing ever. It's like the "you sound ridiculous, wtf are you even saying you piece of shit" kind of laugh. My mom is getting to be the same closed mindedness. I just want to cry all the fucking time. And I can't win in any argument. I have to suck it up all the time. And I hate self harming, I really do. But it's the only thing that helps. I have to channel my anger some way in order to study and get homework done. Help? I just feel like nobody really wants to help me.