Its the same thing, every day. Nothing seems to be working. Was told to try talking to people, I have tried, nobody talks back. I feel so invisible. Like nobody cares. Deep down, thats How I really feel. My family does an excellent job of that. Pushing me down when Im already so far down. Keep holding on, thats what I keep hearing. But how can you hold on when there is nothing for you to hold on to. When I wake up in the morning, I will tell myself that today is a new day and I can make it through. Yeah, it is a new day, but its the same crap that was there the day before. I get through it only because theres's someone always around me. But, I am home alone all night tonight, and Im feeling like its the night.