Feeling like taking my life

Discussion in 'Suicidal Thoughts and Feelings' started by theresnohelp, Apr 24, 2010.

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  1. theresnohelp

    theresnohelp Member

    Haven't been around in months. You probably don't recall but I have a very serious problem with my stomach, which has been going on for years.
    I had surgery last year and it was all for nothing. Nothing else or more is being done right now.
    I have no life because of this condition.
    Asked my specialist about more surgery being done and his answer was along the lines of "Not sure I could find anyone who would do it" Referring to the complications I encountered after surgery.
    I've had it with everything. No-one knows what i'm living with. None of doctors show any caring or compassion. They don't care or listen.
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  2. IV2010

    IV2010 Well-Known Member

    I'm so sorry you aren't well...it must be hell living with a chronic condition and being told it can't be fixed.....are you having any counceling to help you cope with this...
    I would say never give up on trying to find some other doctor to help you...you're right when you say some doctors don't seem to care...
    take care
  3. Sadeyes

    Sadeyes Staff Alumni

    So sorry this has happened to you..must be very difficult...wishing you better times, J
  4. theresnohelp

    theresnohelp Member

    No. I'm not talking to anyone to cope with this, and i've talked to people before and it's just a waste of time. I've had nothing but bad experiences talking to doctors, etc. They judge and roll their eyes.
    Ended up having go to see some shrink and she was quite a ****. She laughed and smirked when I explained how I wanted to take my life over this condition.
    A year ago, I wanted to take my life because of this condition and ended up on the psych ward. All they did was load me with pills and talk to shrinks.
    They didn't care at all why I was there, nor about the serious stomach condition I have.
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  5. theresnohelp

    theresnohelp Member

    No-one cares or gives a ****. Just mean spirited people.
    They just don't take my chronic health condition serious at all.
    Just laugh and make jokes about it. The usual "it's in your head" bit.
    I'm told in so many words nothing more can be done. *****. Can't be done mean they really can't do anything else or they just won't as in they don't want too.
    They consider my case closed and brush it under the rug.
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  6. minime

    minime Well-Known Member

    I am sorry for all that you are going through.

  7. E69

    E69 Member

    I know how you feel.

    The worst is when people say "its all in your head" or "be positive" ... they don't get how a physical ailment feels. They don't understand.

    I am in physical pain myself. Very few people "get it" ... but i understand what you are going through. The pain combined with the lack of understanding is the worst feeling in the world.
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