Just got home from work and felt like I needed to get my feelings out there to people that understand. Does anyone else always feel like the odd one out? I’m constantly feeling like this and with my mental health in decline at the moment I’ve started over thinking everything I’ve said or done whilst at work. Today was the Works Christmas do and I just felt like I didn’t know who to talk to, sit with or have anything interesting to say without sounding like an awkward loser. Bare in mind I have been at the company over 2 years now and ‘know’ people fairly well. I just can’t seem to be myself. It’s like I have no personality at all to others. Or a very awkward one. I have also recently been promoted and now feel like more is expected of me in terms of being social/networking and I can’t just hide in the background anymore. Even my best friend at work seems bored of me and seems to be gravitating more towards others now which is making me feel like shit. I’m just fed up. Tried to call the doctors to book an appointment to get back on the meds but they were closed, will most likely be after Christmas now. Can’t wait to get back on them and start feeling better again. You guys out there in SF world are the only people in the world who I’m sharing my feelings with right now. Glad I found this place.