:grey: I've been suicidal for a long time, but for quite a while have been thinking of doing it at a particular site. I just found out that it'll soon be impossible though, since the city's decided to put up a suicide barrier. I've visited this place over and over during the past few months and it seems like the next time i go will be my last chance to do it there. Every time I've gone previously, I ended up leaving hoping that the next day would be better. But it never is. I've been on tons of pills and going to therapy for almost a year now and nothing helps. I feel like the next time I go should be the last time.