I feel so lonely every single day. I used to have a large and close-knit group of friends. In the past couple of years people have drifted apart, made new friends, gotten into relationship, moved away, some got married and all of this is to be expected in your early 20ies I guess. I still have a few people I would call "friends" but I can feel them pulling away from me now because I am just not fun to be around and need too much emotional support and everyone has their own lives, relationships, worries etc. I feel so lonely now. I have absolutely no one to turn to. My boyfriend broke up with me (can't blame him honestly I wouldn't date me either) and now my friends are drifting away from me too and I only have my family and I am grateful for that but there's only so much personal stuff you want to share with your parents and siblings.. I am all alone all the time, people are busy, people can't be bothered dealing with my depression when they have problems of their own and other friends. Everyone I know is part of another, closer friend group and I need them more than they need me (they don't) because I hardly have anyone left in my life. On top of being sad about all this I also completely understand them, I am just a very uninspiring and incompetent person all around. I don't have any significant personality traits to make up for literally being a burden to everyone around me. The few good traits that I have are all things you could easily find a better version of elsewhere. I feel like everytime I leave the house everyone can see what a pathetic good for nothing person I am. I have nothing to offer anyone anymore. I used to be fairly confident and now I hate every single part of my personality. I've never been this lonely in my life and don't know what to do. If I died (on purpose or by accident) right now, literally no one would notice for at least 48 hours and maybe not even then. Sorry this is so long guess I just had a lot to say.