Have been dieting for 5 years - practically starving myself . Now i am being told i am too thin... How ironic. Now, i am expected to just change my direction to neutral. But i have no idea how to do that. Most of the time, i just starve myself. Never knew what to do. Last time i was told i was too thin i tried to hang there, but wound up gaining weight. Ironic! And then the doctor who had told me i was too thin denied she had even said it in the first place. I just feel like i cannot breathe any more. This is taking everything away from me. I no longer feel like there is any point.