I don't know what to think today, well this evening. I should be happy since I started a new job today. However, I feel miserable and wonder if leaving the hospital just for this job was really worth it. Now not only am I depressed and not wanting to be around, I am also extremely sore because of the job. Did I really accomplish anything in the few days that I was in the hospital or did I just tell them what they wanted to hear just so I could leave? I'm so unsure about everything at this point. Is this a common thing when a person leaves the hospital or is it just me being so confused?