The pain ive been feeling has been to much to take. I thought things were getting better for a while.I stopped hurting myself. But things have taken a turn for the worse. I feel so alone and unimportant. Im tired of feeling like I have to change myself to get along with my friends. I hate having the people who are supposed to care and love me the most tell me what I feel is stupid. I just want someone who understands. I want to be happy.