at first i was diagnosed a shizophrenic, then phsycosis, now autism and i think i have cptsd, why cptsd ? Cos i was abused as a child and i actualy still speak to him cos i only have 2 family members and i dont wanna have no one, i witnessed domestic abuse as a child, bullying throughout my life, as an adult sexually assaulted, physically assaulted after , im sure i have ptsd. My mom said i should just get on with life but i dont think she knows just how bad i feel everyday. I feel worthless and scared for my life, i feel lonely but wanna be on my own i even feel suicidal. Ive had help for phsycosis and am on anti phsycotics , im gonna be getting help for autism, what now ? Im getting worse and not better or atleast i have a few more good days then say 7 years ago but what next ?