Feeling low

#1
at first i was diagnosed a shizophrenic, then phsycosis, now autism and i think i have cptsd, why cptsd ? Cos i was abused as a child and i actualy still speak to him cos i only have 2 family members and i dont wanna have no one, i witnessed domestic abuse as a child, bullying throughout my life, as an adult sexually assaulted, physically assaulted after , im sure i have ptsd. My mom said i should just get on with life but i dont think she knows just how bad i feel everyday. I feel worthless and scared for my life, i feel lonely but wanna be on my own i even feel suicidal. Ive had help for phsycosis and am on anti phsycotics , im gonna be getting help for autism, what now ? Im getting worse and not better or atleast i have a few more good days then say 7 years ago but what next ?
 
#2
Sorry that you've been through so much and that you're feeling so bad Beanin.

Im getting worse and not better or atleast i have a few more good days then say 7 years ago but what next ?
Sometimes there can be a new treatment or a breakthrough with treatment that makes things better. Things won't necessarily stay as bad or be worse than they are now.
 

seabird

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#3
Welcome to SF @Beanin . Glad you are here & that though you wonder what is next, it is a step forward to get help for autism.

For the past abuse - are you being supported and getting therapy? I don't understand about still talking to the abuser. That must be a very stressful situatuon.

Here it is safe, supportive, and a good place to wtite about what's on your mind.
 

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