I'm so tired of this. Feels like people are shunning me constantly, I just can't deal with it anymore. I need love but I'm not capable of accepting it. I'm way behind at school and more stuff just keeps piling up. Still I have no energy to do anything about it. I'm eating meds and seeing a shrink but still making no progress. My life is in a complete dead end, I fantisize about dying every day. Being dead seems much better than the life I'm living now.