Feeling Numb...

Discussion in 'Suicidal Thoughts and Feelings' started by SilentCry, Nov 23, 2006.

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  1. SilentCry

    SilentCry Antiquitie's Friend

    Have you ever felt numb, to the point that nothing in this world can pull you back away from the edge? When that final step looks so tempting? When there's no one who can (or will) bring you back?

    I feel like that right now. There's no one to turn too, no one who wants to take the time to listen. I'm taking meds and seeing a dr., but it seems they can't reach me. Maybe I don't WANT to be reached. Maybe I'd rather take that last step and not have to worry about it.

    Death means NOTHING to me...
  2. sudut

    sudut Well-Known Member

  3. Insignificant

    Insignificant Account Closed

    wow i can so relate it's unbelievable and words are so hard to come by too.
  4. SilentCry

    SilentCry Antiquitie's Friend

    I write poems to help vent. Here's one...

    The end is near
    The countdown has begun
    The demons in my head
    Have almost won

    Can't hold on
    To what is mine
    Losing my grip
    Losing time

    I can't believe
    It's come to this
    Falling further
    Into my abyss

    This is my life
    My own private hell
    Can't see the light
    As far as I can tell

    They're now at hand
    Dtagging me in
    So this is good-bye
    From a battle that I didn't win

    So when you think of me
    Don't shed a tear
    Think of how I was
    And know that I'm still here

    - Me
  5. Beachboy

    Beachboy Well-Known Member

    I know that numb feeling but don't act apon it as if it is the whole truth. It will not last forever. Stay with us.

    A loving heart is the truest wisdom.
    Charles Dickens

    Beachboy x
  6. Flatliner

    Flatliner Guest

    Numbness is scary. In any way. When you can't feel your legs, that's scary. Even when your foot falls asleep and it takes longer than usual to wake it up. When you just can't 'feel' is the scariest of all. But just think of like it's just gone to sleep (like your foot). It just needs waking up. That you can do. It just takes a bit of time.
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