After experimenting with anti-anxiety meds for weeks and having nothing work, I'm having kind of an emotional breakdown. I have pretty severe social anxiety disorder, but lately I've been constantly trying to push myself to be more social. I've been feeling really stressed out and I'm missing college classes and not getting my work done. Lately I've been self injuring and this morning I tried to strangle myself. I don't know what's wrong with me. I feel like I've lost my motivation and can't deal with how hard everyone is pushing me.