Is there a name for that? I am so angry at myself and the people I call friends. No one ever chats with me. I feel like everyone is busy with their other friends I am nearly forgotten or just not cared about. I feel as if I could kill myself and NO ONE would even notice! It's feeling me with anger more the depression. I hate. That is all I can really say. I am also pretty sure no one here will bother to answer my thread. My blog is pretty much a desert. No one ever comments to make me feel better. Trust me I dont want pity comments. I just want someone to tell me how I can possibly make better friends. And get closer to people. But I don't know how! People instantly find ways to make fun of me. Or just plain old hate me! How can someone like me be such an easy target?! I dont get why I am always ignored. And when people bother to talk to me its just to make fucking fun of me. I hate my life. I wish I could have been a normal girl with a decent amount of friends. But no. I had to be inhuman anti social freak.