Hi, I'm very depressed. My boyfriend manipulates me but I can't stay away from him. He tries to control me and I know he is doing it but I cannot seem to get away from it. He chats up girls using the internet and even is on here chatting up people. He has posted that he tried to kill himself on here which he didn't and I know he does it because he is insecure but it really makes me depressed. I'm the one who tried to kill myself several times. I've even cut myself but not badly as some people as it made me feel a bit better. When confronting him he shouts and bullies me and will not listen to anything I have got to say. I have left him lots of times and each time I fall for his sob story and go back to him. I feel like I'm crying wolf and I cannot leave anymore then when we are alone he is nasty to me. If I go out even round to one of my friend houses to visit he ignores me for hours or days and accuses me of sleeping around. I don't know what to do. I've even thought about driving my car off of a cliff. Please help as I am worried at what the future may hold and I am completely lost within myself. Please please won't a truck just run me over or something bad happen because I haven't got the courage to end it myself.