Feeling seflish which is typical with this kind of thing :(

Discussion in 'Rants, Musings and Ideas' started by SadDude1980, Mar 23, 2008.

  1. SadDude1980

    SadDude1980 Well-Known Member

    Anyone want to talk? kensotojr@hotmail.com and I'm in messenger. I feel so God awful depressed. I won't slit my wrists, but instead will probably die a slow painful death from drinking which is comthing I can't escape. Thank you, C4, (I don't know the rest of your name) but the gallery theme you gave me has been one of my most favorite songs.
     

  2. I'm talking with you now. :hug:
     
  3. SadDude1980

    SadDude1980 Well-Known Member

    The movie, "The days of wine and roses" or whatever it's called (it's old and black and white) is heavily on my mind this weekend.

    I've busted my ass to make this marriage work and it's failing worse thn ever. It's hard for me to accept. I just don't know what to do :( and alcohol isn't helping me but it's become a priority at this point. I'm so sad and miserable it's beyond depressing. If she calls the police again, I'm going to kill them. I swear to God, I'm going to take my favorite sword and swing at their necks. I'm tired of being bullied and controlled.