I'm back at work tomorrow after nearly a month off sick after a psychotic breakdown. I'm no longer hearing voices or hallucinating and the racing thoughts have calmed down and my mood has levelled out since stopping my anto depressant last week. I'm feeling so sick with nerves and anxiety. I don't know why because I love my job, but I'm fearing the unexpected. There's new staff and a lot happened in the month I've been off, I won't know any of the patients or any of what's going on and I've got all these thoughts whirling round my head. I'm gonna take a diazepam to see if it calms me a little. I feel like a complete idiot by working myself up in such a state. I'd been out with friends and just got home and I've seem to have emotionally combusted.