Hi just joined the forum and was looking for someone to talk to. I feel on the edge and hope i can just talk to someone soon. From the beginning, It started when i was 11, when i moved schools, bullying and being beaten up started. I took it for 4 years, until now, when i started self harming 6 months ago, it eased a little, but still the bullying continues, i have a poor relationship with my parents so we argue all the time. I have no friends and nobody to talk too and my life just feels empty, worthless and pointless. So these last few months ive been thinking about suicide. : I see people, while walking down the street, couples, friends and im alone. Why cant my life be like this :'( Should i just end it now?