ive been depressed my whole life. im gay and 20 years old. ive never had a boyfriend, never been kissed, never been asked out by anyone, im not good looking, im not smart, i cant even recall anyone ever looking interested in me, and ive litterally never felt love because my family is split up and my parents are just disappointed in me and on top of that... i have a micro penis so even if i tried at a relationship id just embarress myself. i dont know what to do, i dont know why im still here. this is litterally the first time ive ever told anyone this. i just wanted to get this all out at least once in my pathetic life.