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Feeling suicidal

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Well yeah I am feeling suicidal,
I just completed my ALevels in the UK and
got my results about 2 weeks ago. I didn't do
as well as I expected.
I literally worked so so so hard and at the end
of it I didn't achieve the grades I needed to
get into the medicine course at University.
The problem is all I've ever wanted to be was
a doctor and I tried soso hard and just didn't
make it. In the 2 years it took to do my
alevels every single failure has just upset me
more and more and now I really don't see the
point in life.
Being a doctor means everything to me. The
reason being, I lost quite a close friend just
before I started alevel course and he committed
suicide. This really upset me and I've talked
about his death to my girlfriend at the time
and still my girlfriend for over a year. I know
that all I've wanted to do since that point is I
wanted to be a doctor to help kids who feel
like that.
I turned 18 a few months back and I have felt
this feeling ever since I realised I can't do
medicine. Its all I want to do, I've asked
universities to accept me up to the point of
begging but I understand that it will never
happen.
My parents are v.supportive and told me to
keep at it and as I asked them I told them
make sure I stay in the house and just keep
working till I get there. But realistically from
the 2/3 weeks ago I got my results I know it
will never happen and I just don't know what
is the point in living this life when I am just
empty.
Idk why I am posting on here I just feel like I
need someone to talk to:/
 

total eclipse

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Dam hun you can try again you are only 18 so young hun You have written it once so now know what to be expected okay you keep trying keep studying it is possible hun in time you will learn and pass those test don't give up okay keep your dream alive hugs
 
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