It's Christmas, I don't have anyone I can talk to and I've been feeling suicidal for the past 2 days. I would be much easier and faster to just end it all than to keep on fighting. I just wish someone would understand at least a small part of what I am going through but nobody cares. I am invisible to the ones around me. I am a loser, my life is worth nothing. I am scared and I don't know what to do to stop this.