About a month ago I lost my job, that I have had for 12 years, the police also came to my house and searched it and are currently building a case against me which they said could take up to 6 months. Ive lied to all my freinds and family about what is really going on. But in a few months I will have to go to court and it will be in all the papers. Which means I will lose all my freinds and family. The thought of this hurts me to much, ive been trying to get a new job everyday for 5 weeks and not one company has contacted me. I just feel like giving up and ending it all cause its the only way out I can see. The only thing that is stoping me is the pain that I will bring to my mum and sister. Just dont know what to do.