So i found a yet another job, been switching places again and again for the past 6 months... I found a job as a security ranger, nothing spacial, i drive a car from one spot to the other and report to dispatch on anything that look suspicious. The job is not difficult, but dispatch acting really nasty towards me, when they tell me an address on the radio i sometimes cant hear well, so i ask to repeat, and they repeat the message in a really nasty way as if im a 5 y/o retard and then they telling me "you must listen harder!" as if i did it on purpose. My life suck, im ugly, have no self confidence, no friends, never had a girlfriend, i live with my parents and the only thing they care about is me working, they dont give a f@ if im happy! My mom is helping me a lot, but only with basic stuff like laundry and cooking, which is ok too but i wish they did more. I feel like im fighting this war on my own and im loosing, im so tired and i woke up 30 min ago What do i have to live for? What do i have to fight for? im nothing!