I wasnt sure where to put this, so I figure, why not here; ever since the accident, I have felt disconnected from society, moreso, since I started having seizures in the 5th grade. This may, or may not attribute to the fact that I haven't been with a woman yet(that is one of my main issues, btw, with everyone I know from my highschool days starting families now:sad Anyway, there is litterally nothing to do in this town, entertainment-wise, or anything else, for that matter. Most of the people who live here are probably moving off as we speak, and probably should, I would too, if it weren't for my perdicament. Last year, I still lived with my parents, and all I wanted was to move out on my own, so they sold me their rent house, the house I was born in, and I now live there, and I'm currently having to have an estimated $20,000+ repairs done to it, just to get the insurance put in my name. Now, back in december, my dad had back surgery, and one of the nights he was in the hospital I spent with this girl who I went to college with. To make a long story short, we ended up having a candle lit italian dinner and movie, at her apartment, and we've been in communication ever since. My main problem is, I feel like there might actually be a chance of something developing between us, however, we live in 2 different towns. Now, with all of the work that I've put in, and am about to have to put in on my house, not to mention the memories, I dont feel like I could just pick up and move to another town yet. I mean I'm just now getting started on my own, I'm not ready to start over yet. Now she did say she was gonna come down to see my place, but so much has happened in both of our lives since december, I have no idea right now, when that will be. I just kinda feel like I'm stuck at this point. Does anyone know any idea how I can keep from feeling this way?