I feel so ugly and I hate myself. I know that I’m not the ugliest person in this’s world, and i feel so shallow for thinking this but i hate, HATE, being just a random person who looks slightly below average. I wonder what it must be like to have nice hair, to like how you look all the time. I can’t even look at myself in the mirror without feeling disgusted and automatically going to hide the slight double chin I have or wondering what my nose would look like if it wasn’t big and bulbous. I hate this. I wish I was different. I can’t even make myself look good with makeup because my dumb hair ruins it all. WHY. Sorry for this rant, I know I sound selfish and shallow. Just needed to express some thoughts without being judged or told to “shut up and stop fishing”