Today I'm in a strange mood...I'm not really depressed, and I have a lot of energy. Having a little trouble focusing on work but it's been far worse in the past. The weird part is all I want to do is go home and take my seroquel, which will knock me out, but I'm actually having a relatively good day. Last night I took it and made myself stay awake for a couple of hours and it was actually a kinda pleasant feeling...totallly numb and calm. That doesn't make a whole lot of sense. Why do I want to escape if I'm actually not depressed?