Feeling weird

Discussion in 'Rants, Musings and Ideas' started by Loco72, Jun 9, 2009.

  1. Loco72

    Loco72 Well-Known Member

    Today I'm in a strange mood...I'm not really depressed, and I have a lot of energy. Having a little trouble focusing on work but it's been far worse in the past. The weird part is all I want to do is go home and take my seroquel, which will knock me out, but I'm actually having a relatively good day. Last night I took it and made myself stay awake for a couple of hours and it was actually a kinda pleasant feeling...totallly numb and calm. That doesn't make a whole lot of sense. Why do I want to escape if I'm actually not depressed?
     
  2. NotSureAnymore

    NotSureAnymore Well-Known Member

    You probably do it because you enjoy the feeling of being numb and calm. We do things that make us happy.. whether that happyness came from a drug or a big cheesecake pie. The feeling of not really caring about anything or anyone else is a great feeling. It's a bit selfish, but such as life.
     
  3. hardcore

    hardcore Well-Known Member

    I use lunesta like this all the time. It is just nice. kinda like being really peacefully drunk.