Well, my therapist had me meet with an NP, 'because it's at least worth trying.' And now I'm on my first anti-depressant. Well, have been since Thursday. I'm getting all kinds of side-effects. Naturally I was only started on a small dose so I hate to think how a larger one would affect me. I believe I feel worse. My life still sucks, I still loathe myself, instead of forcing myself to not eat I can't eat because the med is making me feel just nauseous enough to not want to give my stomach ammunition, I'm dizzier and fuzzier than usual even with my history of dehydration and low blood pressure... I don't have anything going well to make me think that this is actually going to help.