I feel worse now. I called a distress line by cellphone and they traced and sent ambulance and police. Police broke down the door. All I mostly remember is the bitchy ambulance girl telling me it's with the ambulance and be home by the night or police straight to the mental acute care place. Didn't want that so ambulance it was. Crisis person said I'd be there at the mental care place for 3 or 4 days. Ended up 3 and a half weeks. Made me worse. I've just learned better ways to do it.