I want to die, I don't want to live. I'm not distressed or anything, I just don't see the point. The thought of being sectioned again worries me more than the thought of dying. I get through the day with the 'I can always commit suicide' attitude. People think that I'm mentally ill. I'm actually not psychotic. I think that I'm in 'the right state of mind'. Wanting to die doesn't make me unwell. I'm fine. I'm FAAAAAAAR from delusional, I see life for how it is.