Feelings..

[Ruby]

I want to die, I don't want to live. I'm not distressed or anything, I just don't see the point. The thought of being sectioned again worries me more than the thought of dying. I get through the day with the 'I can always commit suicide' attitude. People think that I'm mentally ill. I'm actually not psychotic. I think that I'm in 'the right state of mind'. Wanting to die doesn't make me unwell. I'm fine. I'm FAAAAAAAR from delusional, I see life for how it is.

 

[Old_Man_Kensey]

i m sorry for what u are going through...i got no time right now but you can pm me if u like to talk...Just don t act stupid..Stiff upper lip:wink:

 

[Ruby]

I don't see how I'm acting stupid? Like I said, I'm not upset or distressed, I just want to die. I probably have more 'sanity' than most people. I'm diagnosed with schizo affective disorder, yet I know that I haven't got it, it's annoying. I'm great mentally. Self harm helps me =]

 

[Old_Man_Kensey]

self harm helps for a while but not in the long run
what is it that makes u so sad?