Feelings

Discussion in 'Suicidal Thoughts and Feelings' started by bambie, Jan 3, 2006.

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  1. bambie

    bambie Guest

    This is how i am feeling:

    Something must be wrong with me
    with all this hurt inside,
    always bursting with anger,
    and never any pride.

    Something must be wrong with me
    if all I do is cry,
    I can't stop this pain
    all I want to do is die.

    Something must be wrong with me
    if my emotions run wild,
    all this confusion does
    is make me feel like a lost child.

    Something must be wrong with me
    with all these terrible things,
    always there and never gone
    depression is what it brings.

    Something must be wrong with me
    if I can't stop these thoughts,
    all this pain does
    is turn my stomach in knots.

    Something is truly wrong with me
    when I think there's only one way out,
    "Let this pain end,"
    is all my heart will shout.

    I feel like i cant do any think right. even on forums and stuff sorry. I have taken <edit moderator total eclipse method>i feel like i want to take more but i don't know my head is every where. [​IMG] Sorry if this is fucked up.
     
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  2. paulj

    paulj Member

    I often wonder if something is wrong with me, or with society, or my family, etc. It is very hard to know for sure, but I really wish I did.
     
  3. total eclipse

    total eclipse SF Friend Staff Alumni

    Hi bambi i am glad you posted here love your poem i can tell it is written from your sadness inside. What is wrong is that your depression is beating you up some and you need to get help okay. Please call crisis line or your doctor let know how much med you took time now to reach out and get help okay for you hugs
     
  4. Craig

    Craig Banned Member

    Do you know whats causing you to feel this way?
     
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