Been through another traumatic experience, it feels like death is finally tapping me on the shoulder and telling its time; i couldn't agree more so that its time. Dam those thoughts of me <Mod Edit, WildCherry: Methods>. The thought sounds so right fro me, My mum wants to move to a smaller place without me, because no ones helping around the house even though i try so hard to, dam i hate my dad for dying and leaving me in this shithole.l It's in my best interest and probably for others that i died before more of my family, relatives or friends. Then they would think of what situation i am in and stop saying my life is great and to carry on living for what so my presence makes other people happy and secular, i am tired of it. Yeh failed first semester of uni too, this suffrage, hopelessness and slaughter must be but to an end soon.