Hi guys, Just joined the site. I guess i need to talk to somebody and blow off some steam. I am a freelance writer, and its really been difficult trying to make ends meet. Whenever it seems like i've conquered the worst of it, another crisis always seems to put everything into disarray! So now its feels like am close to the edge, and an invisible hand is nudging me to take the plunge and pull the plug from this life. Whats the point! Maybe i can do a better job in another life, this one feels flawed right from the start!!