Feesl different now

[understandingnothing]

Life feels different now and its hard to explain,not sure if its getting old or the depression but i was walking to the shops today to get some stuff and it was pretty hot out.

Rather than enjoying it like i would of done as a kid it felt intense like uncomfortable,the sun was shining but my mood made it heavy

 

[total eclipse]

some people depression worsens in the summer especially on a hot day
Have you had your medication checked lately may need to increase it
Something to take up with your doctor next time I know heat makes me just miserable hugs

 

[understandingnothing]

Not on any medication as it makes me to spaced out,wish i could talk to the doctor but i just get palmed off with this medication or that.

Feels like a merry go round at times