felt so good

Discussion in 'Self Harm & Substance Abuse' started by blade, Dec 15, 2009.

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  1. blade

    blade Well-Known Member

    last night i had the urge to cut again. and let me say it felt so good. its like such a relief to to do it after so long. i was so happy after cutting.:
    between last night and the gap between previous time i cut its been 4 months!
     
  2. Disappear

    Disappear Well-Known Member

    I know, I get the same 'rush', it's very strange, yet comforting..
     
  3. cownes

    cownes Well-Known Member

    it is very comfrorting, you had gone an amazing 4 months without cutting, how did u manage to not do it for so long, could you do it again, before cutting gets too deep a grip again ?? :hug:
     
  4. deferred dream

    deferred dream Well-Known Member

    I only ever cut myself once (but I left a lot of scars from that one night) but now I think about it every day. I resist but god I want to so badly.
     
  5. flower123

    flower123 Member

    heya,
    how did you manage 4 months without cutting??? i managed a week and now i do it all the time - well everyday......do you know what made the urges for you to cut strong??? do u know your triggers?? i don't but it was what i was told to think about with my s/h.
    lots of love
    xflower123x
     
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