Felt the massive urge to cut.

Discussion in 'Self Harm & Substance Abuse' started by detest, Feb 14, 2012.

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  1. detest

    detest Banned Member

    Today, for the first time ever, I've felt the urge to cut.
    Not just the arm, but my stomach, my neck, anywhere.
    It's like a cluster of emotion that has only decided to
    make itself known today. However, I didn't act on these
    urges, that would be foolish.
  2. total eclipse

    total eclipse SF Friend Staff Alumni

    I am sorry you have that urge hun but am happy you did not act on them o do hope you can find someone in real life to talk to about how you are feeling a councillor someone to help you feel not so alone h ugs
  3. detest

    detest Banned Member

    Unfortunately, I renegged. I've cut my arms alot.
    Though I only cut deep enough to draw a small amount of blood.
    Mind you, I'm going to have to wear long sleeves around
    friends and family for the next month or so.......................
    My arms feel like a carved up piece of tree or something.
  4. Chihiro

    Chihiro Member

    As a form of catharsis, I would suggest that you write down your thoughts that have been troubling with you on paper. Make sure that your writing isn't published on the Internet to avoid being perceived as libellous or inflammatory. You can share it with a counsellor, a friend or a relative.
  5. Anju

    Anju Well-Known Member

    You shouldn't beat yourself up because you cut, you should be proud of yourself that you were able to stop, considering the thoughts you were having about cutting everywhere. I'm sorry you still had to do it though, I hope you won't feel the urge again now for a while <3
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