I'm so tired of fighting. I'm not a good US Citizen, i'm not employed, nor very employable. I don't buy into the BS, I don't lie well, I am not competitive. I don't like our divided politics here. I don't like the fighting. I don't like the destruction of the planet by humans, I don't like that I can't do anything to change humans as a species. I'm sick of "individualism", I'm tired of having no friends and finding a lot of people who don't seem to want or need any friends. I'm tired of finding it harder and harder to find any logical reason to go on to the next day as a human, much less as a species.