I'm only fifteen, I'm only babysitting your kids
Going babysitting overnight for the first time with a new client after they phone with an emergency. Their reason is their girlfriend just left them and took the car and they need to find her.
Dad and mum agreed to me taking this job.
Dad drives me and drops me off at the house, there are two big dogs waiting and barking. One a German Shepard and the other a rottweiler.
You need to come out and call your dogs off before I'm able to even get out of the car. Dad drives off and my nightmare begins.
There are two little boys that I need to care for, one is under 2. You tell me you are going for a shower before you head out to find your girlfriend, something about the way you are makes me uneasy.
I get the two boys ready and settle them down for sleep. Tomorrow is a school day and I have an assignment due so I start studying.
Mum and Dad call to check things are ok and I have to say they are as I don't know what is about to happen.
I hear you get out of the shower and five minutes later coming down the hall. Dressed in a bath robe.
You make an excuse that you phoned your girlfriend and will meet her later. Ask me to massage your legs and back and I'm scared. Your dogs are inside, one under the TV cabinet and the other near the door.
I replied no I can't I don't know how.
You tell me you'll show me and convince me to lie on my back.
I'm tense as you run your hands over my back and so afraid of the dogs.
Then you start rubbing my legs and work your way up, no please not my thighs I can hear in my head.
After rubbing my legs you get up and disappear down the bedroom. I'm trapped by the dogs and all I want is to escape.
As the night goes on I know you are not going out. But I can't phone my parents I don't want them to know.
Night pasts on and it's bedtime.
There is no spare bed and I ask for blankets for the couch. But you pull me to the bedroom and say its OK. Tell me I can sleep on this side of the bed and draw a line down the middle of the bed and tell me you will stay on your half. The dogs have been moved. One is in the hallway outside the bedroom. There is no way out.
I agree to sleep there, no other choice, but I lie on my side as close to the edge as possible. As the night goes on you reach over and take my hand. I pretend I'm asleep it's all I can do. First thing you do is put a cold metal thing on my hand, I later see this was a knife. I'm hardly breathing I'm so scared. You take my hand and put it on your member and try to get me to hold it. I am still pretending I'm asleep and my hand is limp. After a while you give up but I lie in terror awake all night.
Next morning you pay me, more than the fee. I feel dirty disgusting.
Right now I'm crying, how can something like this still make me feel so bad.
Going babysitting overnight for the first time with a new client after they phone with an emergency. Their reason is their girlfriend just left them and took the car and they need to find her.
Dad and mum agreed to me taking this job.
Dad drives me and drops me off at the house, there are two big dogs waiting and barking. One a German Shepard and the other a rottweiler.
You need to come out and call your dogs off before I'm able to even get out of the car. Dad drives off and my nightmare begins.
There are two little boys that I need to care for, one is under 2. You tell me you are going for a shower before you head out to find your girlfriend, something about the way you are makes me uneasy.
I get the two boys ready and settle them down for sleep. Tomorrow is a school day and I have an assignment due so I start studying.
Mum and Dad call to check things are ok and I have to say they are as I don't know what is about to happen.
I hear you get out of the shower and five minutes later coming down the hall. Dressed in a bath robe.
You make an excuse that you phoned your girlfriend and will meet her later. Ask me to massage your legs and back and I'm scared. Your dogs are inside, one under the TV cabinet and the other near the door.
I replied no I can't I don't know how.
You tell me you'll show me and convince me to lie on my back.
I'm tense as you run your hands over my back and so afraid of the dogs.
Then you start rubbing my legs and work your way up, no please not my thighs I can hear in my head.
After rubbing my legs you get up and disappear down the bedroom. I'm trapped by the dogs and all I want is to escape.
As the night goes on I know you are not going out. But I can't phone my parents I don't want them to know.
Night pasts on and it's bedtime.
There is no spare bed and I ask for blankets for the couch. But you pull me to the bedroom and say its OK. Tell me I can sleep on this side of the bed and draw a line down the middle of the bed and tell me you will stay on your half. The dogs have been moved. One is in the hallway outside the bedroom. There is no way out.
I agree to sleep there, no other choice, but I lie on my side as close to the edge as possible. As the night goes on you reach over and take my hand. I pretend I'm asleep it's all I can do. First thing you do is put a cold metal thing on my hand, I later see this was a knife. I'm hardly breathing I'm so scared. You take my hand and put it on your member and try to get me to hold it. I am still pretending I'm asleep and my hand is limp. After a while you give up but I lie in terror awake all night.
Next morning you pay me, more than the fee. I feel dirty disgusting.
Right now I'm crying, how can something like this still make me feel so bad.