fight of my life

Discussion in 'Suicidal Thoughts and Feelings' started by takencontrol, Dec 14, 2010.

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  1. takencontrol

    takencontrol Well-Known Member

    :confused:i decided that it was time to fight this damn illness and stop it from ruining my life. things are plodding along, not great, but could be worse.you think, right ok ive had lots of crap thrown at me but i will get through this. keep fighting and i will come through the end a better person. i dont want 'happy' i dont want 'fantastic', content, thats what im aiming for. and then..... the crap comes again, the icing on the cake....the final nail in the coffin....i thought after what life has thrown at me i could handle ANYTHING and then it happens.... the last straw.
     
  2. Cute_Angel_Xx

    Cute_Angel_Xx Account Closed

    What happens?
     
  3. damage.case

    damage.case Well-Known Member

    What happened?
     
  4. takencontrol

    takencontrol Well-Known Member

    my husband has walked out on me :(
     
  5. Cute_Angel_Xx

    Cute_Angel_Xx Account Closed

    Aww, oh no, why?
     
  6. takencontrol

    takencontrol Well-Known Member

    he says he cannot cope with my mood swings anymore. wtf.
     
  7. Cute_Angel_Xx

    Cute_Angel_Xx Account Closed

    Thats not sweet if he is saying that you deserve better, which I'm sure you can get. How long have you been married for? Being in a couple has it's ups and downs maybe he doesn't understand yet and still needs more explaining. Did you talk to him?
     
  8. takencontrol

    takencontrol Well-Known Member

    we have been together for 21 years and married for 12 years. i tried to talk to him but he walked out wont answer my calls and hasnt come back.
     
  9. Cute_Angel_Xx

    Cute_Angel_Xx Account Closed

    Have you both thought about seeing a relationship specialist? ask him to meet you say it's important maybe do it like

    Meet me at
    Where ever
    At (Time)

    Xx <------With the x's how would you feel about that? hopefully by luck he will come I'm sure he misses you as you have been married for 12 years.
     
  10. takencontrol

    takencontrol Well-Known Member

    im not sure what my next step is going to be, at the minute i feel i have to concentrate on myself, getting better and also protecting myself from further hurt. i also have to think about our 4 girls, what does this mean to them ? i really dont know, maybe im being selfish i dont know.
     
  11. CatherineC

    CatherineC Staff Alumni

    How do you actually feel about him leaving Brownie? Is it a relief or do you feel like you've lost your soul mate?
    It's not selfish to concentrate on yourself and getting better. Its the only thing that you can do. Unless you get better, you're not going to be able to look after your 4 girls.
    Think about how you feel, no one else.
    x
     
  12. takencontrol

    takencontrol Well-Known Member

    im devastated........
     
  13. luka

    luka Active Member

    no matter what happens, your strong and you will do well in life, dont give in, as you said you got 5 little girls to think about, be a role model to them, show them your strong through this ordeal and theyll grow up with the best mother they could ever have, its not the end of the world, you love your girls and they love you and you never walked out on them, that makes you different from everyone else. heart of a champion

    -luka
     
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