Fight the heart.....

Discussion in 'Rants, Musings and Ideas' started by roze, Mar 5, 2007.

  1. roze

    roze Active Member

    What to do when your conscious says it's normal, but your heart refuses to accept it?

    How do you deal with such internal conflict?

    Sorry... i just feel i'm about to explode....... :sad:
  2. Jungr

    Jungr Active Member

    I can't even begin to comprehend what you are saying...

    There's an inner conflict taking place - medicate or meditate, drink yourself into a stupor; what does it matter?

    If you haven't killed your conscience by now you are still in a better place than I'll ever be: stretched out on a sweet, innocent patch of green covered by a clowded sky.

    You are in a place where you are still asking "why?", where answers make sense to your rational mind and where the image of your future at least takes the form of a scream.

    If it weren't for guilt and shame, I wouldn't even classify myself as human anymore.

    In sum: I envy you and your feelings.