I want to say thanks to those that have shown me kindness in thoughts and talking to me. I want you to know that I am just at the end of my rope I am hanging on by the last remaining frays. I am about to do the very thing I did before. I want to go and make this depression and stress stop unfortunately I can't I will lose my family and my kids but right now I believe they would be better off without a mom and wife that mopes all day and wants to sleep and ignores the house and the family. Since no one cares enough to help me I guess I have to take things into my own hands. I am tired of pretending everything is ok when its not!!! I want to live but I want to die. I have made my choice.
I wish all of you the best and maybe someday I will be able to meet you all on the other side. :rip:
I wish all of you the best and maybe someday I will be able to meet you all on the other side. :rip: