final destination-the curtain falls

[qwertytrewq]

I escaped my final moment
But it’s turning back at me
On every corner I can feel it waiting
Just a moment, no awareness
I could easily slip away
And then I’ll be gone forever

I’m searching,
I’m fighting for a way to get through
To turn it away

It’s waiting, always trying
I feel the hands of fate, they’re suffocating
Tell me what’s the reason
Is it all inside my head
Can’t take it no more!

All around me I see danger
And it’s closing in on me
Every second I can hear it breathing
I can’t stand the fear inside me
Cause it’s leading me astray
And it will be my ending

I’m searching
I’m fighting for a way to get through
To turn it away

It’s waiting, always trying
I feel the hands of fate, they’re suffocating
Tell me what’s the reason
Is it all inside my head
Can’t take it no more!

But no one faced what's coming my way
And I will let my fear fade away
Whatever may be, I'll have to find out

It's waiting, always trying
Feel the hands of fate, they're suffocating
Tell me what's the reason
Is it all inside my head
Can't take it no more!

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I know what I'm really like...
I'm bleeding...
I don't mind...

That was very foolish of me
I can do nothing now

Light shines in the darkness
I don't wanna go
Wish I could turn back time
Oh my Guardian Angel
Take me away from here
I think I'm ready now
But still can't make up my mind

Memories of yesterday
Hopes left behind
I have to fade away now
There's no other way out

The curtain falls...

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Bye.

 

[resistance]

Hey, deep words there. I'm sorry you're hurting so much. The curtain doesn't have to fall, I hope you hang on and keep searching and fighting because you can find a way out of the dark hole you are in at present. Do you have anyone you can talk to? Have you seen a doctor or a therapist? I think they are routes you should consider. Take care of yourself, if you want a chat I'm here. :hug: