I am sorry it had to be this way I hope that my death will rid my family of there one problem once and for all. my death should be quick as of the combination of my three drugs equals 811,800,000 Mg. You should cremate me as it is only $400 minimum. Like I have said I am sorry for this maybe the lord will forgive me maybe not but this is how it has to be so good bye. And to my friends I'm sorry Josh I never got to say good bye when ya left so I am saying It now. My shit should be divided evenly amongst you and my brother. I know this will hurt you but in time you will forget.