ugh. I'm just venting here. I've talked about this guy before, he's a real fucking piece of work. the last time I talked about him, I was trying to deal with the fact that he spent all his time boozing with friends than working or being around me. he never changed. so one night, I asked him to come straight home cause I needed to talk with him. when he got home, I told him that I would be looking into adoption agencies because it was obvious he wasn't ready to be a father, and I wasn't prepared to do this alone. his response was basically "do what you gotta do". so then after a little while his dad calls and wants to talk to me. I suppose he was trying to be helpful, but the conversation basically revolved around him telling me I was just as lazy as my boyfriend (I got fired from my job and have been fervently looking for another), I sit around the house all day when I could be doing things like "looking at baby stuff" (which I can't afford, since I have NO money), and when I expressed concern that my bf was not showing that he was willing and able to be a good father, he asked me "how do you know you're going to be a good mother?" so of course, after feeling berated I started getting angry and raising my voice. my bf was sitting right there, and says "don't raise your voice, don't go off on my dad." I don't even know what happened after that, all I know is I started bawling and asked my sister if she could take me to my mom's. I went, but there was no one home so I had to come back. I stayed there for the night, but the next day, while he was at work I packed some of my things and left. so, fast forward a couple weeks. me and him are kinda talking like normal. then one night he texts me cause he wants to talk about something that's been on his mind. he asks about this old picture I have in my phone of me in my shirt and underwear. he asks who I sent the picture to, I say no one but he thinks I am lying. he doesn't trust me because I had sex with two people during two previous (separate) breakups. that's a long story but anyway, he says "if you loved me how could you have sex with those people so soon after our breakup?" however I let him know that during our most recent breakup he also had sex with some other girl, I never talked about it because I didn't really care. eventually he tells me the name of the girl he fucked, it was an old friend but I still didn't mind. AND THEN (oh my this is long) the day comes for my doctor's appointment. I had been constantly telling this boy that my appt was at 3pm on Friday (but it was really at 3:15) he told me that he would be there by two so we would be on time. 2:30 rolls around... he doesn't. then 3, and he's still not there. eventually he shows up and I'm already ten minutes late. I'm aggravated so I'm not in the best of moods when he arrives. while in the car, he proceeds to give me excuses about why he was late. I tell him I don't really care and don't want to hear it. he responds with "well fuck you too" and then starts driving like an angry maniac. when we get to the clinic he says "get the fuck out of my car", so I do and as I'm walking he says "and don't get back in until you're ready to talk to me like an adult" we sit through the appointment not talking to each other. we walk back to the car and he doesn't unlock the passenger side. I ask if he's going to let me in, he says "not until you're ready to talk", I tell him he doesn't want to talk, he just wants to make excuses for his behavior and I don't want to hear them. he shrugs his shoulders, still won't let me in so I say "just leave me then" and he starts driving away. right as I'm about to call my mom, he pulls up next to me and tells me to get in the car. he still tries to make excuses on the way home, and blames his behavior on me. we didn't talk for days.