After months and months of searching for a job and stressing over finances I have finally landed an amazing one that will help me start the career I want. Unemployment was making my depression worse and was building up suicidal urges in me. I am still feeling depressed and odd but having gotten this job I feel a lot of relief. My stress level is down and now I can focus on trying to get better more than finding work and how to ration my money. I was prepared to not work for a few more months so this has eased a lot of anxiety. I hope that I can learn and grow more now. Although I'm still struggling mentally and emotionally, this has given me something to live for right now.