After years of being suicidal and depressed I am going to see a counselor this week. I am nervous and scared, and to be honest I am already trying to talk myself out of going. What can I expect and what should I do if I do find the courage to follow through and go. Should I just be completely open and tell her how bad I feel, or should I keep some things to myself. The way my luck is I will end up going after all of these years, and the person I see will not be the right one for me.