After two years of cocaine abuse I'm finally off it. I had to get this off my chest because I have only just arrived in uni and don't want anyone to know about what a fuck-up I was. I don't even miss cocaine I was under so much stress and pressure because of it, it made me paranoid and made me not care about myself. It really clouded my judgement. Does anyone have any recovery tips, I'm finding it hard in uni because everyone seems so nice and I feel like they wouldn't understand the horrors I've seen over these few years therefore I'm finding it hard relating to people. Thank God I had the sense not to try crack. I recently had to call the police while visiting my parents back home on my old best friend because he was trying to sell crack to 17 year olds. I honestly think I got out just in time. It's good that I'm off that stuff, but did anyone else feel weird with a new group of friends, unable to relate to people who had never been through the bad place that is drug addiction?