and she completely ripped me apart! She appeared on MSN at about 11pm, i was too scared/shy to say hi to her straight away for i got myself hyped up and managed to start the conversation by half past 11. I haven't spoken or seen my mum for about 3 months. Last time i saw her was on a break from hospital before being transferred 3 hours away from my home town, i send her a text/email/phone call everyday hoping she'll get back in touch but she never does. Her excuse for not seeing me is that she's pregnant with my little brother, which in fairness is true and pregnant women aren't allowed on the ward but the only time she came to see me before being transferred was when she needed money. but i managed to start the conversation with my usual 'Hiya'...waited until 4am until she replied and this is how the conversation went; (i've blocked her name out) I know what mums like but a) i didn't think she'd not even want to talk to me on MSN and b) i didn't think she'd use my brother against me. Plus she has the nerve to actually call him the name i suggested for him. I know people keep saying i didn't do anything wrong when i was younger to have been treated the way i was but how could a parent hate their own child this much? I don't want my brother to live with them but i don't want him taken into care because he'll be put up for adoption straight away and seperated from me :cry: i've always wanted a baby brother.