One of things I think is keeping me from healing and moving forward is not having any closure to anything that has happened in the past. I have made alot mistakes in my life and some of which has hurt others. I accept responsibility for those mistakes and have tried to make amends with anyone I know I hurt.. But no one who has caused me pain through there mistakes has done the same for me. I am left with alot of unanswered questions and end up blaming myself for what they did to me. I know it is not realistic of me to expect others to apologize, but without explanations or any kind of closure I dont know how to move on.