So does anyone ever fight with themselves over whether or not they want to find out the truth to something? Knowing you could either confront it and find out a definitive answer but it may destroy you, or you could live in denial and overthinking. I'm going through that struggle today. Me and this girl have been talking and we've both developed feelings for each other. However recently she's been distant. We don't talk as much, she never wants to do anything, and she just no longer seems like she cares. Naturally it's my defense to try to get closer, but that just means every guy she talks to I see as taking my place. It's killing me, and it's been doing so for the past 3 days. So claims nothing has changed but her actions appear otherwise. Today I decided I want to talk with her, but I'm afraid of what her answer is going to be. That always starts the question of whether it's worth asking knowing it could crush you, or live every day worrying. Also begs the question what if I keep asking and nothing is wrong and she just gets sick of me. I decided to talk with her today because I can't take the worrying anymore. That doesn't make it any easier though. I still woke up today wishing I didn't have to leave my bed or talk to anyone.